My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing.
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@JoscelynTransient "as a non-autistic person" says the lady with a hyperfixation on a cartoon character she strives to personify
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My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing. I became a professional computer toucher because they do exactly what you tell them to. Not always what you wanted, but exactly what you asked for.
LLMs turn that upside down. They turn a very autistic do-what-you-say, say-what-you-mean commmunication style with the machine into a neurotypical conversation talking around the issue, but never directly addressing the substance of problem.
In any conversation I have with a person, I’m modeling their understanding of the topic at hand, trying to tailor my communication style to their needs. The same applies to programming languages and frameworks. If you work with a language the way its author intended it goes a lot easier.
But LLMs don’t have an understanding of the conversation. There is no intent. It’s just a mostly-likely-next-word generator on steroids. You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing. There is no mind to model, and no predictability to the output.
If I wanted to spend my time communicating in a superficial, neurotypical style my autistic ass certainly wouldn’t have gone into computering. LLMs are the final act of the finance bros and capitalists wrestling modern technology away from the technically literate proletariat who built it.
@EmilyEnough “ You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing.” — Perfect.
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@JoscelynTransient @twipped I mean... If you're going to have an autistic hyper-focus on an ADHD cartoon character, Harley Quinn is the one...
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@mikemccaffrey @EmilyEnough The "you can write natural language queries" idea has always gotten a response from me of "why the fuck would I want to do that?" Standard search engine queries and stuff are so much easier.
@gourd @mikemccaffrey @EmilyEnough "I don't want to spend thirty minutes learning! I don't want to read a guide! I don't want to learn how to use a tool! I'm afraid of learning!"
People are taught to be uncurious & to be terrified of learning things now. Maybe the reason most people don't complain about search engines being nonfunctional now is because most people do not use search engines, libraries, or other methods of seeking information. They're ok with not knowing. They prefer to not know. Very dystopian. -
@JoscelynTransient "as a non-autistic person" says the lady with a hyperfixation on a cartoon character she strives to personify
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@JoscelynTransient @twipped As a total side note, I love how the HowToADHD girl has started an entire YouTube career around infodumping about ADHD coping strategies and hasn't come out as autistic yet.
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My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing. I became a professional computer toucher because they do exactly what you tell them to. Not always what you wanted, but exactly what you asked for.
LLMs turn that upside down. They turn a very autistic do-what-you-say, say-what-you-mean commmunication style with the machine into a neurotypical conversation talking around the issue, but never directly addressing the substance of problem.
In any conversation I have with a person, I’m modeling their understanding of the topic at hand, trying to tailor my communication style to their needs. The same applies to programming languages and frameworks. If you work with a language the way its author intended it goes a lot easier.
But LLMs don’t have an understanding of the conversation. There is no intent. It’s just a mostly-likely-next-word generator on steroids. You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing. There is no mind to model, and no predictability to the output.
If I wanted to spend my time communicating in a superficial, neurotypical style my autistic ass certainly wouldn’t have gone into computering. LLMs are the final act of the finance bros and capitalists wrestling modern technology away from the technically literate proletariat who built it.
@EmilyEnough @drahardja
Exactly. I too need my automations to be deterministic. The element of surprise is fine for a novel, but not for a health care integration. -
@twipped on a serious note though, I really am not on the spectrum. Seriously considered it, but I fail almost every aspect, from not getting overstimulated and needing to actively work to understand what causes that for my autistic friends to being guilty of failing to be explicit and direct enough with autistic friends and causing communication difficulties (thanks to living in Japan and Japanese language contexts for a number of years, I actually sometimes am too indirect for neurotypical USians even).
A person can just be severely ADHD and have the overlapping manifestations like hyperfocus, communication difficulties with more neurotypically-aligned folks, and Infodumping. To be a bit more direct: It does feel a bit invalidating to have people insist ADHD doesn’t exist or have some of these manifestations, so would really encourage people not to do that please?
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@faithisleaping @twipped hey, adhd people also hyper focus and infodump! This isn’t only an autistic thing

@faithisleaping @twipped going to leave this here too. Kinda don’t like where this joke is heading, cause it’s kind of miserable having people deny one’s ADHD symptoms

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@EmilyEnough “ You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing.” — Perfect.
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@faithisleaping @twipped hey, adhd people also hyper focus and infodump! This isn’t only an autistic thing

@JoscelynTransient@chaosfem.tw I'm sitting here with both, and I can infodump in two different modes. They feel very different, even if they look the same from the outside.
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@faithisleaping @twipped going to leave this here too. Kinda don’t like where this joke is heading, cause it’s kind of miserable having people deny one’s ADHD symptoms

@JoscelynTransient I'm sorry. I was just being playful. I didn't mean to deny your ADHD struggles. FWIW, I can usually clock an autistic person at a mile and I'm also pretty sure you're not. I'm just making dumb (and apparently insensitive) jokes.
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@JoscelynTransient I'm sorry. I was just being playful. I didn't mean to deny your ADHD struggles. FWIW, I can usually clock an autistic person at a mile and I'm also pretty sure you're not. I'm just making dumb (and apparently insensitive) jokes.
@faithisleaping @twipped oh, I knew you were joking around…it just was building really quickly in a direction that made me uncomfortable. I also suspect I might be on my period and extra sensitive right now

And for the record, I would be very happy to also be autistic if that was the case. And I was giggling at first too with the jokes.
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@mikemccaffrey @EmilyEnough The "you can write natural language queries" idea has always gotten a response from me of "why the fuck would I want to do that?" Standard search engine queries and stuff are so much easier.
@gourd @mikemccaffrey @EmilyEnough I completely agree, and what is "natural language" anyway?! Sounds like an ableist agenda, right?
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My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing. I became a professional computer toucher because they do exactly what you tell them to. Not always what you wanted, but exactly what you asked for.
LLMs turn that upside down. They turn a very autistic do-what-you-say, say-what-you-mean commmunication style with the machine into a neurotypical conversation talking around the issue, but never directly addressing the substance of problem.
In any conversation I have with a person, I’m modeling their understanding of the topic at hand, trying to tailor my communication style to their needs. The same applies to programming languages and frameworks. If you work with a language the way its author intended it goes a lot easier.
But LLMs don’t have an understanding of the conversation. There is no intent. It’s just a mostly-likely-next-word generator on steroids. You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing. There is no mind to model, and no predictability to the output.
If I wanted to spend my time communicating in a superficial, neurotypical style my autistic ass certainly wouldn’t have gone into computering. LLMs are the final act of the finance bros and capitalists wrestling modern technology away from the technically literate proletariat who built it.
@EmilyEnough@hachyderm.io To paraphrase some random professional in the industry no one cares about: "If English and other natural languages were specific enough to describe tasks to a computer, we wouldn't have invented programming languages, and bugs wouldn't happen." (Uncle Bob)
Some people just refuse to understand that you can't solve all of your problems by speaking English. -
My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing. I became a professional computer toucher because they do exactly what you tell them to. Not always what you wanted, but exactly what you asked for.
LLMs turn that upside down. They turn a very autistic do-what-you-say, say-what-you-mean commmunication style with the machine into a neurotypical conversation talking around the issue, but never directly addressing the substance of problem.
In any conversation I have with a person, I’m modeling their understanding of the topic at hand, trying to tailor my communication style to their needs. The same applies to programming languages and frameworks. If you work with a language the way its author intended it goes a lot easier.
But LLMs don’t have an understanding of the conversation. There is no intent. It’s just a mostly-likely-next-word generator on steroids. You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing. There is no mind to model, and no predictability to the output.
If I wanted to spend my time communicating in a superficial, neurotypical style my autistic ass certainly wouldn’t have gone into computering. LLMs are the final act of the finance bros and capitalists wrestling modern technology away from the technically literate proletariat who built it.
@EmilyEnough this makes me wonder if only NT people fall for LLMs, because ND people just take one look and go "this thing is a liar"
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My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing. I became a professional computer toucher because they do exactly what you tell them to. Not always what you wanted, but exactly what you asked for.
LLMs turn that upside down. They turn a very autistic do-what-you-say, say-what-you-mean commmunication style with the machine into a neurotypical conversation talking around the issue, but never directly addressing the substance of problem.
In any conversation I have with a person, I’m modeling their understanding of the topic at hand, trying to tailor my communication style to their needs. The same applies to programming languages and frameworks. If you work with a language the way its author intended it goes a lot easier.
But LLMs don’t have an understanding of the conversation. There is no intent. It’s just a mostly-likely-next-word generator on steroids. You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing. There is no mind to model, and no predictability to the output.
If I wanted to spend my time communicating in a superficial, neurotypical style my autistic ass certainly wouldn’t have gone into computering. LLMs are the final act of the finance bros and capitalists wrestling modern technology away from the technically literate proletariat who built it.
@EmilyEnough I think llm's have some buttons and knobs, but it is mostly self-reflection. I'm astonished how fast it picks a vibe(not necessarily what I want or need, but it is a possible reaction).
I can see that 2 people get completely different results just because they frase their Idee different.
It reminds me of Google search geniuses and when Google not just had the mainstream results.But I think it is a hype and used extractive. I don't see reasonable use from the commercial side.
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@EmilyEnough I think llm's have some buttons and knobs, but it is mostly self-reflection. I'm astonished how fast it picks a vibe(not necessarily what I want or need, but it is a possible reaction).
I can see that 2 people get completely different results just because they frase their Idee different.
It reminds me of Google search geniuses and when Google not just had the mainstream results.But I think it is a hype and used extractive. I don't see reasonable use from the commercial side.
I felt the knowledge of the world were at my fingertips and there were so many authentic, unique and interesting people/projects on the internet(2008).
Today the internet is to much for me.
I can't even find the things that I know exist. And I think it is because of semantic search, my google-fu does not work anymore. It is frustrating for me, but that's how it is today and likely I just have to bend to majority needs/capitalism. -
My biggest problem with the concept of LLMs, even if they weren’t a giant plagiarism laundering machine and disaster for the environment, is that they introduce so much unpredictability into computing. I became a professional computer toucher because they do exactly what you tell them to. Not always what you wanted, but exactly what you asked for.
LLMs turn that upside down. They turn a very autistic do-what-you-say, say-what-you-mean commmunication style with the machine into a neurotypical conversation talking around the issue, but never directly addressing the substance of problem.
In any conversation I have with a person, I’m modeling their understanding of the topic at hand, trying to tailor my communication style to their needs. The same applies to programming languages and frameworks. If you work with a language the way its author intended it goes a lot easier.
But LLMs don’t have an understanding of the conversation. There is no intent. It’s just a mostly-likely-next-word generator on steroids. You’re trying to give directions to a lossily compressed copy of the entire works of human writing. There is no mind to model, and no predictability to the output.
If I wanted to spend my time communicating in a superficial, neurotypical style my autistic ass certainly wouldn’t have gone into computering. LLMs are the final act of the finance bros and capitalists wrestling modern technology away from the technically literate proletariat who built it.
@EmilyEnough
How right and on point you are